wednesday...second session @ 5pm

so i have my second therapy session at 5pm today. yesterday my doctor gave me prozac and ativar. prozac has been a life saver for my mom as my parents had been dealing with a ton of stress of the last several year due to their business going under. thank God the place is closed and the only thing left is to sell their building! anyway i hope the prozac does the same for me as well.  i have a lot of work to due today but wanted to enter a journal post. i'm not too bad today compared to the last couple of days but its still there....waiting. my usual anxiety/stress/worry which always goes back to that stupid condo.....i feel like such an idiot worrying about this thing! there are so many people with real problems and i'm worried about this this object....i feel like such a jerk but anxiety/depression hurt no matter what the cause or how stupid it may seem to others!! the pain is real and that's where i hope and pray to God therapy and medicine get me through this. i know one day i will be normal again....that place will be gone one day (taking my life savings with it i'm sure! i know...stop with the worst case crap!)....and i will one day have my simple life back. that's all i want....a simple life.