Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Well first things first... my goal to loose weight...is so dang fusrtatin... i can't see straight...
Yepp... I got my big hinny down to 399 once since the 14th...I was over 419, and still hangin round 402 and 403, and it's just plain nutz...
I be eatin like a little mousey... nibble nibble, and cut my water and fluids down like well I don't like it lol... aoght not have to be thirsty and hungry all the time...
to be skinny is politically correct...
the rest is genetic... yepp... in the genes... just face it... I don't remember any where in the consititution or the bible where it say thou shalt not be fat...
But it's become the United States most published aired icon of the 21th Century... next they gonna tell us how to fart... and when...not to mention tax the air we breath... and oh I could bash ole G.B. for hours and not have to come up for breath... but I aint here for that...
i really don't mind the shape I'm in, but I feel like I've been programed to hate myself... I mean jeez... all the negative crappola about overweight. they even got a new word for it Obsesity something... did I get it right...
Who the hell is obessed with being overweight...
now my butt hurts... gotta move it for a minute...
come to think of it I'm gettin obsessed...cause
THEY MESSIN WITH OUR HEADS... YEPP THAT'S IT... IT'S A CONSPIRESY TO STEREO TYPE ALL OF US INTO THINKING WE ARE DOING SOMETHING WRONG.... YEPP... (twilight zone music)
Do you buy that... Only a dollar... send cash hehehe...
Okay so I flipped a little...just goin nutz tryin to get a little behind...
Hey I'm only 55 ya know... young fellow... got lots of chit in the attic still... hehehe... gotta keep it somewhere... storage is in short supply lol...
Once I wrote I wake up with a song in my mind... today was Rambling man...
I get depressed and there aint no music... two things in this world God gave us to help us thru... Laughter and Music... and one man's bacon is another man's poison...
I am hearing impaired... and well thank goodness for that cause I heard some of this new music on headphones.. and well it took me a while to reconise the song they were butchering and guess I just got too old and unflexable lol...
Cause well Amazing Grace should be respected and shame on you randy lol... trying to be a copy cat ... lol.. ooops sorry don't mess with the music... don't flat line it ....
I'm like help... calll an ambalance. this music is sick, call the doctor call the nurse... wheres the lady with the alligator purse...
Did I say I was ramblin...
I'm hangnin in here... till friday...
Gosh I'm gonna enjoy tossin that high dollar little black box into the Cable office... lol..
just open the door and holler Incomin... and run lol... nawee but it's athough...
I gotta go... russ
Yepp... I got my big hinny down to 399 once since the 14th...I was over 419, and still hangin round 402 and 403, and it's just plain nutz...
I be eatin like a little mousey... nibble nibble, and cut my water and fluids down like well I don't like it lol... aoght not have to be thirsty and hungry all the time...
to be skinny is politically correct...
the rest is genetic... yepp... in the genes... just face it... I don't remember any where in the consititution or the bible where it say thou shalt not be fat...
But it's become the United States most published aired icon of the 21th Century... next they gonna tell us how to fart... and when...not to mention tax the air we breath... and oh I could bash ole G.B. for hours and not have to come up for breath... but I aint here for that...
i really don't mind the shape I'm in, but I feel like I've been programed to hate myself... I mean jeez... all the negative crappola about overweight. they even got a new word for it Obsesity something... did I get it right...
Who the hell is obessed with being overweight...
now my butt hurts... gotta move it for a minute...
come to think of it I'm gettin obsessed...cause
THEY MESSIN WITH OUR HEADS... YEPP THAT'S IT... IT'S A CONSPIRESY TO STEREO TYPE ALL OF US INTO THINKING WE ARE DOING SOMETHING WRONG.... YEPP... (twilight zone music)
Do you buy that... Only a dollar... send cash hehehe...
Okay so I flipped a little...just goin nutz tryin to get a little behind...
Hey I'm only 55 ya know... young fellow... got lots of chit in the attic still... hehehe... gotta keep it somewhere... storage is in short supply lol...
Once I wrote I wake up with a song in my mind... today was Rambling man...
I get depressed and there aint no music... two things in this world God gave us to help us thru... Laughter and Music... and one man's bacon is another man's poison...
I am hearing impaired... and well thank goodness for that cause I heard some of this new music on headphones.. and well it took me a while to reconise the song they were butchering and guess I just got too old and unflexable lol...
Cause well Amazing Grace should be respected and shame on you randy lol... trying to be a copy cat ... lol.. ooops sorry don't mess with the music... don't flat line it ....
I'm like help... calll an ambalance. this music is sick, call the doctor call the nurse... wheres the lady with the alligator purse...
Did I say I was ramblin...
I'm hangnin in here... till friday...
Gosh I'm gonna enjoy tossin that high dollar little black box into the Cable office... lol..
just open the door and holler Incomin... and run lol... nawee but it's athough...
I gotta go... russ
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dang all ya\'ll slow dis moanin .... jeez must have a caffine buzz here lol... achin and grumpin and waitin... where is everybody... ?
Iam here just listening to ya.Weight loss is far from an easy thing to do.But water is very very important to drink dont cut out your water.Dont worry I take a fluid pill too.But water is good to flush out the toxins and impurities from your system and it rejuvinates your cells.
On a personal note I wish you blessings in your health.Health is worth guarding no matter what...do not give up trying to lose. 399 is not good makes eveything hurt specialy your heart lungs and kidneys.
Keep on keeping on you will be glad you did.My kids dad died at 55 with a major heart attack so take care of yourself.
Rachel
lord, i was born a ramblin\' maaaaan,
tryin\' to make a livin\' and doin\' the best i can.
and when it\'s time for leavin\'
i hope you\'ll underestand,
i was born a ramblin\' man.
well, i\'ve had worse songs in my head when i woke up....i\'ll spare you until another day.
weight thing: i am learning something (being the expert eating and body dismorphic disorder person that i am)....just forget it and start loving yourself and doing things that make you happy. if you start there, the weight thing will get better.
i\'m figuring out that the more i obsess, the more the weight \"sticks\". it\'s weird, but it seems to have some truth to it.....
focus on being healathy. healthy choices. happy choices..
hang tough, my friend!
hugs!
Ummm, did you ever think, \'the more of me the more there is to love\'? The other issue is, of course, there has to be someone to spoil it....BUT, it is healthier and better for your sweet little heart my friend :)
I know exactly what your talking about! I am overweight (by about 80lbs.) and it is HARD to lose weight. The only time I have been able to lose was when I was in the hospital for a week or two and only on intervenous (sp?). I was thin all my life until I reached my middle 40\'s then I started gaining, of course it didn\'t help being on steroids. Now that I have been on both sides of the fence, people DO treat thin people different than overweight people. They are so rude now! One day I say, ok today I start dieting but then the next day I say, oh heck, I\'ll just be a fat grandma! Take care of yourself, that\'s what\'s important.