Wednesday 3 sept

Hi,havnt writtne for a while, things were going really well but I am feeling very down today, I was supposed to be going back to work next week but the doctor in my OH dept has told me i'm not fit and he wont sign me back in, basically he says cos nothing has changed in my job I will become ill straight away again, I agree with him but I need a job and am worried now if i cant go back to my own job then what the hell am I going to do to earn a living????Feel really depressed and down and to make matters worse my boss who is a bit of a ball breaker is coming out tommorrow and I am not looking forward to that at all, dont know what I am going to say to her feel a bit sick about it.Feeling sooo pissed off and upset its awful cos I was doing so well