Wednesday 1/29/2014
8:15am
So the pain level has been pretty steady between 2-3 which is good as it had been spiking off/on every day or so. MAYBE the nerves are slowly starting to heal. I haven't been using any pain cream as it didn't seem to help much if at all. I'll ask the derm doc 2/11 during our followup. With any luck it will just be gone but time will tell :)
The systems knucklehead is supposed to call about that stupid testing machine. Really? Just build the f-ing thing so I can get some work done! Why does he need to call? I don't want to talk to these morons. Unreal. I sent an email to my manager as he was supposed to send me the new project data on Monday....didn't happen. They want this stuff done by 4/15 but then goof around with getting the information to me. It's a shame that people just don't care about their jobs anymore. I try not to care but that's not how I grew up. Whatever.
9:20am
EDIT: So they set me up on someone else's box because they can't take 10 minutes to build out a new box...wow. So I get half the testing done but their replication database isn't working so now I get to wait AGAIN for the DB dimwit to fix that. A 5 hour job has now taken 4 days. WOW.
Mentally I'm still stable. 40mg Prozac, 1/2 Klonopin in the morning and whole one in the evening. Once the weather breaks I'll get back to therapy unless I slip off the cliff again then I'll go back sooner.
So at least I finally got into QA and was able to test the non-replicated stuff until DB boy fixes the issue which could take days for a 2 minute fix. I would fix it myself but I don't have permissions to the server so whatever. Looks like another day of research until my manager gets it together or the DB guy fixes the issue.
EDIT: 4:00pm Had to up the pain to 5 as I had a bit of a flairup but it only last about four hours then settled back to a 2-3 but I'm tracking the hightest level of each day.
So the pain level has been pretty steady between 2-3 which is good as it had been spiking off/on every day or so. MAYBE the nerves are slowly starting to heal. I haven't been using any pain cream as it didn't seem to help much if at all. I'll ask the derm doc 2/11 during our followup. With any luck it will just be gone but time will tell :)
The systems knucklehead is supposed to call about that stupid testing machine. Really? Just build the f-ing thing so I can get some work done! Why does he need to call? I don't want to talk to these morons. Unreal. I sent an email to my manager as he was supposed to send me the new project data on Monday....didn't happen. They want this stuff done by 4/15 but then goof around with getting the information to me. It's a shame that people just don't care about their jobs anymore. I try not to care but that's not how I grew up. Whatever.
9:20am
EDIT: So they set me up on someone else's box because they can't take 10 minutes to build out a new box...wow. So I get half the testing done but their replication database isn't working so now I get to wait AGAIN for the DB dimwit to fix that. A 5 hour job has now taken 4 days. WOW.
Mentally I'm still stable. 40mg Prozac, 1/2 Klonopin in the morning and whole one in the evening. Once the weather breaks I'll get back to therapy unless I slip off the cliff again then I'll go back sooner.
So at least I finally got into QA and was able to test the non-replicated stuff until DB boy fixes the issue which could take days for a 2 minute fix. I would fix it myself but I don't have permissions to the server so whatever. Looks like another day of research until my manager gets it together or the DB guy fixes the issue.
EDIT: 4:00pm Had to up the pain to 5 as I had a bit of a flairup but it only last about four hours then settled back to a 2-3 but I'm tracking the hightest level of each day.
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I feel for you over your job. I\'m so glad I don\'t have to put up with people who don\'t care about and don\'t care to know about their jobs. That made me crazy too. I finally gave up the last year I was there. It really is a shame that no one is held responsible. I\'m glad you work at home. I\'m sure that helps.
halleluiah for the pain. I hope it is finally going away. take care!
Much love, many hugs....