Wednesday

Yesterday was a good day Rebecca and I went to the mall and bought her some summer clothes then of course to Wal-mart.I do believe if you keep yourself busy it helps from being sad.I don't go many places but when I do I feel better.I'm going to start babysitting the first week of April she wants to come over today and give me info about Emily ,you know how she likes to be held and fed.She will be about 8 weeks old haven't taken care of a baby since Braden was born.So wish me luck.My daughter Ashli still hasn't found a job she's been putting in a few apps at the hosiptal.We have a preschool here that is new I told her to go there I know the person that owns it.Ashli at one time wanted to be a teacher and now she says I don't want to take care of a bunch of kids.Well I told her she better find something because her truck payment  is due.We pay her insurance and cell phone I guess thats what we get for spoiling her not so much me her dad has spoiled her through out her life I would say no he would say yes I told him see what you have creatived.I spoiled Rebecca but she don't get everything she wants she gets a allowance every week.They both pout when we say no.Which has been alot lately don't have the money Justin's funeral was very expensive and we are trying to save money we will be moving soon it's back to the country for us city life sucks we have a crabby old lady that drives us nuts she complains when our leaves get in her yard she's very old one day she told me I need to quit putting water in my birdbath because sparrows carry dieases.She drives me crazy old hag.I guess I probably shouldn't say that.Rebecca is on spring break this week Monday we didn't even get dressed I cleaned house all day.I'm going to the cematary my sister called and said there was alot of flowers I haven't been since Friday early morning Gee can't believe I haven't seen Justin in a year.He is sure missed.Well hope everyone has a good day we have been having some pretty days.Hugs,jfm24,Vicki