wednesday

so i renewed my drivers license this morning. i got there 15 minutes before they opened....thank God! there was a line after me :)  anyway i watched the Pens game last night at Gradas house with the boys...that was fun! thank God for the Prozac...it at least allows me to enjoy things again. my situation isn't going to change anytime soon and this morning i was a little nervous about the whole thing but it's not that awful 24/7 anxiety i was having! that is misery i hope to never have again! one day in the next few years that place will be gone and i can take away the hard lessons learned. until then i will stay on the meds/therapy. i'm thinking i will stay with the therapy for a few months and see where it goes. the meds...i will stay on until i feel my life is back to normal...normal to me is being rid of that place :)  until then i will appreciate the good parts of my life....which i now realize i have many! i know good/bad things will always happen but now with the help of the meds i can at least see things in a better light and enjoy my life a little rather then being a wreck all freakin day/night! my parents have some interest in their building so i am praying that they can get rid of that thing and move on with life. that will help me feel better as well! all in good time i guess. God please help us all though the rough times and guide us down the right path :)