Wed 5/21

I had a few bad days, Friday-Monday.  Took off work Monday and went to my Dr. because I was out of Ativan.  I told him I wanted to have a CT scan.  He was surprised.  He asked why and I started crying and told him I feel like I must have a brain tumor.  He said if it would make me feel better he would send me for one immediately.  I had it done and everything is fine.  This really helped me to feel better.  I went to my son's 8th grade graduation last night and did great.  I was completely relaxed, no sign of anxiety.  But this morning I am really jittery.  I have now lost 30 lbs.  Down to 116.  This really worries me, but I'm sure now that I am feeling better I will get my appetite back.  Anyway, I am feeling positive.