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It is raining here today with chances of rain thru next Monday. I'm happy for the rain but I also worship the sun too-which I have seen very little of over the last 2 years. It's quiet at work. I just continue to try and do my best. Things calmed down at the home front-although I told Joe to his face that if he ever treats me the way he did before that I'm leaving and I dont want to hear "I'm sorry" ever again. He has been treading lightly around me, however, I'm still focused on me and saving the coin and chasing the paper. Thank God he is finally bringing in money and I can focus on building my savings. Saturday was nice, I went out and sat in the sun while it was out and had lunch by the water. I did manage to make a little extra money with the instacarting. And Mon of course, it rained here-my only day off for a while and it was dark and cloudy all day:(
I pulled back from Roomie and he has made no effort to pursue me which just reinerates that he never wanted to work at the relationship. Yes-I have issues with Joe-but-for the first time in a long time-I'm more focused on day to day things rather being lost in my head. It feels better.
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Some men are so selfish .
They might cause us anxiety which is bad for our health .
My hubby is a macho man ,non Christian and really gets under my skin at times.
When I married him I had backslid but today I'd only be with a Christian male.
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I can't possibly **know**, but I be wondering if you are approaching the perspective which helped end the frantic flights of those years that I was convinced The Next Nest would form my perfect, future life, only to find I'd jumped from the hot dog stick into the bonfire.
Yay you for learning to stay true to yourself, whatever the chaos surrounding you.
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste. Continued support while you find your strictly personal center.
Healing hopes for all. No exceptions.