We'll then...

I havent really been on here as much in the recent weeks....Things are progressivly getting better for me. I am feeling generally better...Im going back to work next week.  So I was outside last night at midnight smoking a doobie with a buddy when she texts me..sayin.."Do you still not want kids?"..i replied, "I dont know" and she gave me a scenario...If we were to try to work things out...in the next 3 years will I be ready to have children..and I cant really tell her yes...and I wont. So she ended the conversation very rudely in my opinion....She just said "Oh We'll...Lifes tough...Just need to need to know your stance hasnt changed". And she said this AFTER me saying I miss and still love her lol..Funny. She texted me this morning...just talking about it a bit more...I can tell now that she's starting to finally feel the seperation. Ahhh...What to do what to do..