Way to much death

Yesterday a friend of mine found out she had the flu and last night she died. She did have Diabetes. We will know more later.
 Last week a friend from church who was engaged to a best friend, shot himself in greif. Greif he had had for some time.
In Jan a teacher I work with died in a ski accident.
December a teacher from my daughters school  had a loss. His wife died.
If this isn't enough on Feb 6th my ex husband and father of my 2 daughters died with serosis of the liver.
All 2 years afte my precious husband Lou died.
My dad is very ill with cancer. My mom is stressed so far that she is loosing it.
My finances are in the toilet, My girls want us all back together in California to live together this summer. Money is tight. My car needs fixed. I work 50+ hours in a 7 day week, every week.
I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO POP.
God help me. Help my girls. Help the families and loved ones of the afore mentioned people. I cant take any more death.