Waves of sadness...

How horrid it is breaking up with someone when all you have for each other is love. When you both realise that it isn't going to be enough for either of you. It's agony being the one who burned the trust a year ago, and now have to try in some way to let go. After a year of trying, a year of the once most fulfilling relationship slowly slipping into toxicity you realise it's more harm than good. She is my best friend and now all I can hope for is we remain friendly. She is my one love and now I can only hope for is acceptance. 

I need to forgive myself and I need to accept and move through this sadness.