was doing good

I was doing good until I got home, and my wife was sleep on the couch,(she is sick ). I wanted to grab here(not literaly)( never ever laid a hand on her) and shack her with the WAKE THE F**K UP are you stupid? Do you really want to leave a separation. divorce what the hell is wrong with you....   But I didnt do that i made dinner and watched some TV but DAMN I WANTED TO