wanting to binge...

I started to do weight watchers and its really hard!!! I have done it before, and actually am a lifetime member!! I just wanna eat all the time!!! The past 2 weeks I have over eaten, gone completely overboard. This week I promised myself... I would try really really hard. I would try new things and go back to the things that worked. Today is day 2 of this!!! I am at a point right now... where I am feeling hungry and its time for a snack, too early for dinner. I ate crackers and some hummus, i scooped out the hummus and the crackers then put the containers away. I was soooo tempted to go back fro more crackers, especially since I had left over hummus. I did not but now I am craving all sorts of things and I am struggling. Writing helps and drinking a ton of water, but I just really want everything that's in the kitchen. I feel fat... so I want to eat.... how on earth does that make any sense!!!! ughhhh!! I have therapy tonight and am looking forward to it. Also Thursday I have an appointment with a general physician for my ADD :)