Wanting....hoping....praying

Wanting, hoping, and praying.Who’d have thought life would be this badA baby is all we'd rather have a little one to call our own.Getting tired of trying and failing.Just waiting to make our house a home.Life goes on, it’ll be are timeDon’t tell us that things will be just fine.No one knows how hard it iswhen There is this emptiness with in Time goes by in such a whizThat clock we hears is ticking awayWill she ever make it to test day?Tests, needles and lots of painWill we ever get through this hurtful game?Mothers day comes and goesHow hurt we are it never showsPregnant ladies are all aroundcan’t even lift my eyes from the groundThis is really driving us downMaybe one day it will be our time.Until that time we must be strong and keep testing onPlease pray for us and that baby dust down!

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Hang in there! I FINALLY got pregnant with Stage IV endo but it was almost exactly 7 years after we started trying and 3 years after we had stopped trying! I know all too well how the days turn into months and months to years as it feels like it will NEVER happen. I pray it does for you soon!