Wanted more for Him

I am so heart broken I love my brother more than people will ever know but he just could not get it together. I now see I wanted more in life than he wanted for himself all the advice calls and love throughout the years just wasn't enough. He is now facing 25 years in prison and I am so hurt he is not a violent offender but in Texas they will try and give him all the time. I feel like I lost my brother and no one gets it its not easy to watch someone you love go down the wrong path despite everything you have done all the praying wishing and hoping. I just needed to get it off my chest anyone that reads thanks for viewing