Waiting Some More

Down to the week before AF.  I HATE this week.  It is so hard not to become all consumed with the BIG question, did we succeed? Are we pregnant yet?  I am also having light cramping on my right side, but it seems like it is too soon for AF as I am just 7 dpo.  However, I'm not so sure about that.  I think I have been having early cramping every month, but I decided to actually start tracking that since I have endometriosis.  Maybe I just get to have cramps for two weeks out of the month PLUS ovulation pain.  I am getting discouraged about my endo too. Sex is starting to really hurt.  I really hope I don't have to have surgery again just so I can get pregnant.  Why can't anything just be easy!?!