Waiting for the other shoe to fall...

Today has been a pretty good day.  I got some money from my mom in law so James can get a cool costume for Halloween and other things he needs. I am FINALLY getting my interview clothes from the program I am in.  I got a phone interview tomorrow morning with a possible future job...
And all I can do is worry about what is gonna happen to make up for all this good stuff heh.  I hate the face I just cant sit back and enjoy the good things.  I should be relaxed and happy now.. instead my shoulders are all tight and I have a huge headache because I'm afraid of what is gonna happen to even it out.  It is illogical but still there. I wish I could just be happy.