Waiting for the other shoe to drop

Daughter is home now. Picked her up today, checked her out. I checked her in, so by law, I can check her out. Mental doc wanted me to wait until Monday. Yeah, right. I hear that CPS is sticking their nose, AGAIN, into my life, I'm not leaving my child in a facility that they can get a court order to keep her in, not a chance in hell. Took hubby with me for backup, not that I needed any..lol
Thanksgiving sucked. Daughter wasn't home yet, had shitty sliced turkey and gravy microwave junk and potatoes, could have been much worse though.
I'm tired, worried, waiting for the other shoe to drop, and the damn flares in my armpits and ass just won't quit. I'm physically, mentally and spiritually spent. Ugh, just UGH.
I know it will get better eventually. It's the not knowing WHEN that kills me. I'm soo overdue for a break, the whole family is.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I wish i could come and give you a hug. I cant imagine how hard things are fr you. I will continue to pray for relief. It has to get better there is no other choices from here so I am looking forward to hearing all the great things that are on there way. Love you!!!
ShannonA
ShannonA

Love you bunches Amber, thank you so much for being that bright spot in my day, you have no idea (or maybe you do. ;) ) how much it helps. Internet hugs are good too though! HUGGSSS back to you dear.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Sometimes we all need a hug or a vent or just someone who has hit rock bottom and is on the way back up. I was there and you pulled me up along Colleen and I just wish there was more I could do. LOVE YOU!!!
couggenny
couggenny

Glad to hear that your daughter made it home. Shame u couldn\'t make it to somewhere for a decent Thanksgiving but maybe that\'s a goal u can set for Christmas.
Colleenie
Colleenie

I do not know how you are still functioning. Good grief Shannon! Like I have said before, you should write a book. Seriously. Love you, Colleen
ShannonA
ShannonA

Thanks gals, you all mean the world to me.
I keep on keeping on because that is the only thing I know to do.
I think I may write a book, one day..lol..It would have to be a series though, nobody wants an encyclopedia sized novel..ROFL.. Love you gals so much!