waiting for peace

i am in the process of fixing up my house so i can sell it. i cant cope with all the credit card debt. and the crime in my neighborhood has gone up, i have been burglarized 3 times. ineed to get out of here. fixing up the house is alot of work. i really dont have the energy to do it all. but hiring peoplle is so expensive and half the ones i have had come in did terrible work. it is very frustrating. and depressing. i feel like i have been under this weight of my failed ebay business, and change in management at work, and buget crunch for the past 1-2 years. it is over bearing. i need to get out from under it. i cant cope with all this tension and stress. i am trying to do the best i can to cope, but sometimes i feel like i cant do it. i know everyone is struggling, so then i feel guilty for feeling bad, because i know others have it worse. i feel like an emotional depressed mess. i dont want to be stressed and depressed anymore. i want to be free, ineed to be free, and i deserve to be free. God (if u exist) help me!