Waiting
It is now day 33, my cycle on clomid has been 31 days. I took a PG test this morning and it was negative. It is hard to keep from bawling.
My husband tells me that maybe it isust too soon... unfortunately that is what has been said ever time i take a test and it comes up negative, so it is hard to believe that it is true.
Now I have my brother-in-law coming over with his Twins and 4 year old and I have to make sure that it doesn't bother me that these two ungrateful people who are barely able to take care of themselves were blessed with 3 beautiful children, when I can't even have one.
Time to end the pity party and put a smile on for the world.
My husband tells me that maybe it isust too soon... unfortunately that is what has been said ever time i take a test and it comes up negative, so it is hard to believe that it is true.
Now I have my brother-in-law coming over with his Twins and 4 year old and I have to make sure that it doesn't bother me that these two ungrateful people who are barely able to take care of themselves were blessed with 3 beautiful children, when I can't even have one.
Time to end the pity party and put a smile on for the world.
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it sucks. i can say that, in a way, I\'m very glad that my bro is in the navy and not interested in babies and that my sisters are 13. however, the live hours away but my husband\'s sisters live down the street... and both have gotten pregnant or are pregnant. i love my nephews but i don\'t think the parents deserve them.
my newest nephew, 4 mos, has crazy parents who have crazy parents... the stability of their relationship is horrible. when going to the hospital to be induced he said he wanted a divorce. the first night home with the baby he said he wanted a divorce. and several times since.
my 7 year old nephew has a mother that just got remarried,. she just found out she is pregnant again. his whole life i have watched her put him on the back burner, most if the time he stayed at our house, and i just know its going to get worse now because its \"their\" baby.
enjoy the presence of the kiddos. consider it practice. i always say I\'m the aunt that spoils them while keeping rules (since the parents don\'t) :)