why
Why oh why won't these cravings go away? I do not want a beer, I do not want to be drunk, i do not want to be useless i do not want to be hungover and shameful in the morning. but here i sit at work and the thought popped into my head how nice it will be when i get home and drink a few to relax.. and then the craving, u know the one that is inside u, like starts and ur throat and goes down into ur belly.. the desire to drink "just a few" why does it have to be a daily struggle?
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Hi,just read your journal and I know how your feeling.I loved my beer. It was my best friend for too many years.I thought.I didnt know how to stop and tried many times with always going back.I had to stay busy. I really dont know how I did it but through strength from God....REALLY! I ended up asking for antibuse and a drug called campril (I think) it took the craving away for me.And I knew that if I picked up I would get so very sick with the Antibuse.I have been sober for 1 yr on the 15th.I have no more cravings and life is good.I hope you the best and you will be in my prayers. God Bless..