VISIONS

         I have been experience visions of my son...When I close my eyes at night I have been having visions of my son opening the door, but the door doesn't open all the way... I could see a profile of his face & head wanting to walk through the door, but the door didn't open all the way, and that was the end of it... I wanted so bad to see him completely come through the door, with open arms, so I could give him a big kiss, and hold him so tight, and never let him go... I had that feeling & comfort that my son was still with me... I hope these visions still continue....Love, Kelly           Also I noticed > 5 - New Moms who had signed up on ( For Moms Only ) Yesterday.. Oct 13, 2009.... WOW!!! It's amazing how this site has grown...It's to bad we had to meet this way...but what better way to heal...with those moms who have gone before us & us moms who are here to help the newest moms through their journey.. We will be walking side by side, thats a Promise.. Love to you my friends!!!  Kelly

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deleted_user

i believe you are right about our sons still with us. i am so glad for my dream and also your vision. i have a friend who lost a good friend...he was like a brother. he died from an allergic reaction to a test drug for his psoriasis. she had a dream about him going up a spiral staircase running from her....just within her reach but she could not catch up to him. He told her that he had to go workout with Brandon...the thing is...she never knew that my son worked out all the time. I thought that was awesome.... that she would dream that. My son was faithful in going to the gym.

It is a tragedy that all of us moms/parents....must be here...but thank God for it. It is the only outreach that some people have.

Thank you, Kelly for your comments on my journal. I hope you can have some peace today.....love, Dale...Brandon\'s Mom
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deleted_user

I would love to have a beautiful vision of Chad.
You mention 5 new Mom\'s. I am not real familiar with the site. Can you tell me how you are able to find them?
Barbara
Robin4
Robin4

How wonderful to have a vision. How wonderful for moms who have dreams. I don\'t know what they mean or why they occur, I\'m just happy for those who get those expereinces. I too have noticed many new moms. I\'m no sure how to find them either. I usually rely on someone else greeting them and then I follow suit. This site is incredible. I don\'t think Barbara knew how big this would ever be. It\'s amazing. Love to you. Robin
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I am so glad that you have seen him.. it is such a comfort.. take care of yourself my love..
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I keep hearing about moms seeing their sons but I haven\'t seen Eric. I pray every night that he\'ll come to me and tell me he\'s happy and OK but he doesn\'t come. I\'ve even ask the Lord to let him come to me even for a second so I can see his face, but nothing. I\'m so happy for you that you saw your son Kelly. I know he\'s there with you. I love the song...When I close my eyes, I see your face by Mercy Me. We had that song at Eric\'s funeral because it\'s so true. Bless you. Tina, Eric\'s Mom
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Kelly, I\'m sure the visions will continue because you are open to them. Hopefully next time he will come right through that door and throw his arms around you. Love and blessings, Charlotte.
biowoman
biowoman

That is sooo neat! I am glad that you are comforted by that vision. You take care and thank you for your comments on my journal...love and hugs...Karen
BinkyH
BinkyH

I am glad that you are getting comfort from your visions. I don\'t dream of my son, maybe I am too afraid of waking up to the reality. Hugs to you, Belinda
KimRW
KimRW

So glad you are able to have those visions and be comforted by them. I wish I could have them too. Thanks for sharing....Hugs, Kim
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deleted_user

My son, Evan, loved to walk with me, enjoying the Oak trees, ponds and overall beauty of our country place. A few months after his passing, I asked him to visit me and give me a vision of what it looks like where he exists now. That very night I walked with my son on emerald green meadows, near a crystal blue lake under a pink and lavender sky. The colors were so vibrant. We did not speak, but I really felt like I was walking beside my tall, beautiful son. Ironically, I spoke with another grieving mother who shared the very same dream with several grief group members. I could not believe the synchonicity. I believe that our children are on the other side of a very thin veil that separates us from them; they are a mere whisper away from us.
RememberKala
RememberKala

I find great comfort in your vision, thank you for sharing. I\'m always so inspired when a mom has a vision, a dream, or receives a special gift from their child. To me, the message is as plain and simple as the vision.......Mom, I\'ll still here, right here, but now there\'s a partial separation. I can see you, hear you, and feel your presence, I\'m just not on the same side of the door as you....... Love you, and am so happy to see a journal from you!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Hi Kelly, how wonderful that your son has been looking in on you. Love and Hugs, Denice
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I am happy for you. I truely hope you can dream that door open. That would be a wonderful thing for you. I have not hardly ever dramed of any of my loved oned who have died. It bothers me a lot that I don\'t. I have only dreamed of my Daddy about 3 times and he died 18+ years ago. (All good dreams though.)I have dreamed of my youngest son only 1 time. Iy also was good. I have dreamed of Steven only a few times, and those were not so good dreams. My step daughter, I have also dreamed of a few times, but hers were not happy dreams either. I am very disturbed by this. I am going to present it to my psycologist my next apointment. I feel defective. I feel cheated. I want to see them, even if it was just in a dream. I keep wondering what is wrong with me. I know I sleep very little and poorly too. I have been only getting about 2 hrs. of sleep lately. I am wondering if the sleep depravation may keep me from dreaming. Or some of my meds. I feel like a freak now. I am happy that the rest of you recieve thiese gifts in your sleep.LovePeggy. Oh maybe tonight, who knows?
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Kelly, I think it\'s awesome that you have experienced visions of your son! I\'m sure when the time is right the door will open! Thanks for sharing.
Debbie