vinilin balm journey day 2

I awoke feeling less lumpy in my left armpit. It normally feels like embedded pebbles are there but not this morning. My groin feels more normal than it has felt in a long time. Normally a simple trip to the bathroom leaves me wondering if my period has arrived...the sores bleed that much. No blood this morning. Also less itching on the vagy lips-those are the worst. I didn't even wake up to itching last night. I always wake up scratching like mites are there gnawing. This is still promising...these journal entries help me to keep it up, and not fall off the bandwagon like I did with:
tumeric (it stopped working)
zinc (it stopped helping)
hand sanitizer (didn't see any difference)
alcohol (burned too badly/didn't help the smell that much because it seemed to be stuck in my skin)
peroxide (read it causes burns)
domeboro (it doesn't help my open sores to heal)
I am going to buy wound be gone, manuka honey, and medihoney while I have the money to do so...Just in case I see a need to rotate treatments. One thing I have noticed is that not many people have tried these three items as treatment, even after a positive testimony. We all will try tumeric, zinc, peroxide, alcohol, etc. but that's it. Maybe it's a money issue, but I think that alot of corners can be cut when your health is at stake. I have downgraded to a cheap 1 bedroom apt and love it more than the 2BR. Less work, rent cut in half, one less utility, quiet neighborhood, 4 mins from work, etc. Maybe a cure will not be in our lifetime...or ever. I don't see a thing wrong with trying reasonable treatments until you find one that helps you the most. That's all for now.