Very Tired!
Today I am not feeling well. I'm tired! We have been siding the house for almost 3 weeks now, and it is taking a toll on me. I have no energy to do anything, or go anywhere, but the store during the day. I'm trying to conserve all my energy for nites and weekends to work on the house. It is really draining me. On a positive note, I am very strong, and more toned. But I notice that Steve is getting tired also. He's snapping at me, and expecting more and more. Yesterday he said to me "You are just not with it today!". I wanted to tell him duuhhh, "I,m worn out buddy", but instead I said sweetly, "No honey I'm fine, I'll try harder". What the hell! I am feeling like PMS is starting so I know I'm being sensitive. But I'm aggravated because we are working on the side of the house with tall ladders, going all the way up to the top soon, and our neighbor has this 5 ft wide alley space cluttered with all kinds of crap. Buckets, milk crates, huge bags of garbage, and now he's added a bunch more crap, even on our half of the alley. It's just makes a hard job, extremely harder, and much more dangerous. This crap is in my way, Steve says it doesn't bother him, but I know it must. Maybe that is why he's getting even crankier. All though this I have been waiting to get back to the dentist. The infection in my jaw has now spread to all my bottom front teeth. Last nite was a bad nite, but I'm trying not to take it out on anyone. But between being so darn tired and this friggin' teeth and jaw pain, it is getting harder to stay in my "Happy Place". I see the new dentist on October 2nd. Hopefully I find out that this infection is the reason I am extra drained, (besides siding the house).
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