Very sick

I've been away for a while...I got sick weekend before last and when my husband got up on Wednesday and found me in the den floor, totally out of it, he told me to get dressed, we were going to the hospital.  He finally got me up and dressed and in the car.  I was totally out of it and didn't know who I was or what was going on.  When I got there they said had I not made it when I did, I wouldn't have made it at all.  Turns out I had a serious bacterial infection which had caused high fever, diarrhea and vomiting.  This caused dehydration which caused my blood pressure to drop.  When my blood pressure dropped it caused me to go into shock which started shutting my kidneys down.  I was within 30 minutes of death.  My BP was 55/30.  I almost died.   It's been a very life changing experience.  Everything looks a little rosier to me than it did.   I can't think God enough and feel so blessed that he loves me.