very sad journal entry

This seems a very hard entry to write. It is not driven by anger, frustration, guilt, or even by hope.   It is written with a grief stricken heart.  I have felt that catch in my throat and have been on the verge of tears since Sunday night.  The fact is this: it was one lie too many, one more attempt at manipulation one more piece of evidence that he is still in major denial.  During our argument I did say things in anger, but nothing I said was not the truth, only things I have not said because God forbid I hurt his feelings.  The things he had to say were manipulations of the truth or plain outright lies.  I realized that he does not have within himself the capacity to support me emotionally. He seems to love me in theory, not in action.  Maybe someday if he can clean up his act things could be different, but I feel like I have been waiting for so very long! Something always comes up to muck up any steps back to intimacy of spirit.  I need to listen to my intuition, this persistent feeling of overwhelming sadness is telling me something.  Both he and I are asking too much of me and I am just worn out.  I just cannot get past my feelings of disappointment in his character. In watching him behave like a child, in his refusal to meet me half way in any situation, his inability to grow, and his total lack of interest or enjoyment in life.   For now, peaceful co-existence, this I can do.  The "live and let live" attitude he claims i am incapable of. Now he will realize what he has asked for.  It is time to go our separate ways.
p.s. the little face indicator does not have the right emotion so i am clicking "bad" but i am not really bad just in transition.