Very Depressed & Alone. Need Friends badly.
I'm feeling very depressed and alone. I have severe chronic pain issues and today (this morning) the pain is unbearable, mostly my back and left hip/flank area. Pain meds aren't helping. I feel pressured to feel better b/c my my mom is not well, nor is my s-father. Their coffee pot broke and they need a new one asap, and I'm the only person they have to help them. I know needing a coffee pot must sound so trivial, but to them it's important. I absolutely cannot function enough to get dressed and get into my car and drive, to shop for a coffee pot, or groceries or anything at this point. I'm uninsured, or I'd go to an emergency room in search of additional help for the pain I have. Also, I wouldn't be able to sit for hours and wait in an ER waiting room anyway b/c the pain is just too bad. I have no friends and no other family to help me with my mom and s-dad. I feel totally overwhelmed. I'm praying hard to Jesus to take the pain I have away and to send me comfort. I need friends in a big way, just for emotional support. I'm not one to ask anyone else to "help" with caregiving... I feel that I've lost a lot of friends b/c of the situation I'm now in... Living in my parent's home is not conducive to dating, or having friends. They cannot come into my parent's home and I have too much pain to go out most of the time. I'm praying for Help.