Very Anxious

Right now, my life seems to be going in a million different directions and I really don't know what to do at this moment. I'm anxious and that's putting it mildly.  I know God would not want me to feel that way and I'm fighting it all the way.  But today, it feels like I'm losing.  On one hand, I'm sad because I've been unemployed for a while and trying to survive these hard times, yet on the other hand, I'm excited I'm going to Peru within two weeks. My emotions are running high and I really need prayer.  My father passed away almost two years ago and I'm fighting depression in that area.  Me and my mother are struggling, but I'm trying to remain strong through this, knowing that God is with us. So, right now, I have all these emotions and it's confusing me.  Thanks for your prayers ahead of time.