Today, I felt very alone. I was gone and I didn't get to be here on DS. I had few people to talk to today. I was busy cleaning 2 businesses. I got home this evening and hoped to find some friends here but, there weren't many here so, I sent a couple of messages. It was rainy here today too. rainy days seem to affect me more. My Harley is in the shop, being serviced and I haven't been able to ride it either. Things not good here at home. Nerves had been really bad. I went to the Chiropractor yesterday for my neck stenosis. It was in bad shape. Planning on trying to get away on my Harley for a few days before the weather gets too bad. I need a break from all the stress that I have been under for the past 4 or 5 years. Self worth is low. The poem I posted in my journal "Who are you" kind of says it all for me. Funny, I wrote this poem in about 20 minutes and I was so rattled when I wrote it, that my hand was shaking. Things have to get better for me.