very sad

this my second marriage  i feel so sad my husband wants a divorce, i feel like i have losted my best friend my companion my everything , he has so much anrgy but yet he asked to erase his number from my phone, but he will call me i usally miss his calls,he talk down to me like there was a problem one of the dogs pee on his bed  i brought him a dog and he pays so much attention to all of my dog i had dogs when he met me,  before i got him a dog, he would talk about a dog that he had in the past so one day he said to me i wish i can have a mini pin  so i went looking on the internet and i found the dog so i told him and he said call and we did, so at the time i didnt have a car so he say get the addresses we went and picked her up he was so happy, but later we figure out that the dog was abused and i was so mad because i actually paid for thedog,but we were happy that we saved a dog so there was another dog to the group well the point to the story backed to the bed story i said you can sleep in our bed and he replyied i rather sleep with someone i really hate before i sleep with you and the dogs in the bed,but yet the night before he came down to check on me i was cold and clammy and sweating so he woke me asked me if i was ok i told him no i need oj because i have low blood sugars ,there times that he says are you going to be busy all nigh and i say no so then he was waiting for me so he sent me mixed signal so it had because we lost our home and we are moving his going his way and i have been takingcare of my mother, everyone says that he verbally abusive to me help