VENTING a moment

ok, im pissed off and a little shook up.  last night my ex picked up the phone, i was  confirming a time to meet today, and i hear, barely but i hear as he picks up someone say, "why do you even talk to her" or soemthing like that. and he replies, "because of my parents." i said, because of your parents what? he says oh, um... i just got off the phone with them. and then "had to go." so i hung up with him and sent him a message saying i wasnt happy about what i heard. he was all pissed off. saying that he was cleaning house and going to bed, and watching tv. all this shit and didnt have fucking time. IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE FUCKING LIES. if he has a girl then fucking fine. i dont care. but dont fucking act sweet on me. he has been doing that. when i saw him briefly he all tried to hug me and kiss my cheek, and brushed my hair out of my face. i had backed away and told him that he didnt have to be nice to me and that i was uncomfortable. im tired of feeling that my feelings are not valid. im tired of all of this shit. HE is not number one here, I fucking am. Ariyah fucking is. NOT HIM. and he needs to ither step up to the plate and be a fucking man and have ADULT conversations with me, OR stay the fuck away and stay the fuck out of it. none of this FLIP FLOP shit. HE calls me this morning asking to come over here instead of me going over there, calling me from a blocked number, saying he spent the night at a friends house because he has no bed at his house. fucking bullshit. im just tired of bieng lied to. i just want the fucking truth. im TIRED of people fucking with my emotions.  dont fucking talk to me about sex, or try to brush hair out of my face and shit. good thing i didnt fall for it, but the fact that he EVEN tried, does he think i am fucking stupid? is he just trying to be smooth thinking  i will comprimise on child support? yea fuck that. maybe when he can be an adult. right now i'll take what i can get, and what im entitled to, im through enough from him.