Venting

I am wondering when it is going to stop hurting when I hear pregnancy annoucements.  I am sitting at my office and two co-workers are squealing in delight because one's daughter is four weeks pregnant and she can't contain her excitement that she is going to be a grandma for the first time.  I had to close my office door, which didn't exactly eliminate the sounds, just muffled them a little.  I almost said what I was thinking, "Don't get too excited, she's only 4 weeks, anything can happen...I was 26 weeks (in the clear) and my baby still died."  But people don't want to hear that, especially people I don't know that well and who don't even know that my son died just over a year ago.  Hearing pregnancy announcements was hard enough when all I was going through was infertility, I wish that I could go back to a world where I was upset because of an pregnancy annoucement, simply because I could not get pregnant.  I do not want to minimize anyone else's journey because infertility sucks and it's hard as hell..but oh how I wish I could go back to that, I would give anything not to feel what I do now.