Valentine's Day

I am not looking ofrward to Valentine's Day.  It used to be so special to me.  i just can't understand how someone can be so duplicit.  We have had a good week this week and he is still being attentive. I feel good being around him. I just am not sure if I want to celebrate Valentine's Day like we did before. He says the OW and him never celebrated Valentine's Day but I am sure he  saw her and told her he loved her. He was seeing her everyday.I am trying to work on finding myself more and more. I am becoming stronger and more able to stand up for myself  and that is good.