valentine's day....

so it's valentine's day....and i'm alone.....i had lunch with a friend today....it was good....she gave me a little bouquet of heart shaped suckers...it was cute....otherwise i'm alone....i ordered a pizza....kind of bumping up self care.....i kind of feel left out today....today is the day of love and i DO love my family and my friends and i let them know, but i feel so alone......i want someone to share this day with.....i dunno....i feel like i want a romantic relationship.....i need that too.....i need that physical intimacy in my life......not a need for sex, but a need for physical intimacy....