Vacation and an MRI

Well I made it back from my vacation.....more importantly, I made it THROUGH my vacation.  I suppose I found out the hard way that I just don't have the stamina I used to but then again, as my husband told me, it was really ok to have to stop and rest alot.  It was very hot and humid in D.C. and we wanted to see as much of the Smithsonian as we could in three days so we really pushed it.  In the end, we both had a lot of fun though now I'm so tired and suffering from sore, aching legs.  We also had the trouble of finding places to eat...not so much at night when we were back at the hotel and could take a cab somewhere, but during the day was terrible.  Most museum (and I guess other types of cafeteria style places) are friendly to my diet and really, I was getting sick of salad LOL  But it all worked out in the end and I can honestly say that it was worth it.  Even with the few little spats I had with my husband it was alright.  He still always tries to turn things around, like when I said I really needed to find a place to eat since I was feeling sick he tried to say I was blaming him for not being able to find a place.  I don't know what goes on in his brain to make him think that way, but I refused to go there with him and merely said not to worry about it.  So I avoided a fight over it, but in the end I was the one who had to suffer and not eat when I knew I needed to.  No biggie....I'm quite used to it.  I had my 2nd MRI yesterday before we headed back home.  Now I have to wait for them to tell me if the offending 'spot' is gone or if we need to trek all the way back up there for a biospsy.  I really am trying not to think about it, but it's hard and really I'm terribly frightened by it all.  I can tell myself over and over that there's nothing I can do except wait but that doesn't keep me from being up all night going over the possible scenarios in my head and thinking the worst.  Therapy, here I come....I think perhaps that's my next course of action.  It worked before and I was a better more lucid person for it.  Nothing wrong with trying again :) Hugs and prayers and blessings....

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Glad to hear you had a good time. Try not to fret too much about the MRI results--think happy thoughts, like how to blow out how many birthday candles? :)