vaca almost over

i absolutely need pull head out of my ass. i feel like hell. wanted to have a happy vacation. guess its only been last two days that been really bad. i miss her gotta face reality i only saw her on tuesday of my whole vacation. her choice of course cause god knows i tried like an ass. its supposed to be six months today. god i need act my age . i said happy anniversary but she said nothing oopsie hello she dumped me ding dong. my daughter knows im sad gotta fix my self soon before this affects her more. meds were helping only started water works last couple days again. off to sisters house with my monkeys