Use every opportunity to see the silver lining....
well, in our economy gold lining.
So in May 2010 I got a period all of a sudden. I was shocked and inspired. I could not believe my luck. I realized that I had start the PX90 (even though for me it was more of a PX 37 because that's how long I could last with the video). In any event it started, it happened, my FSH levels were low, but all the other items were pretty elevated. I thought this is God talking to me. Then I had another period 21 days later. Awesome. Then, my doctor who was all for donor egg thought let's exhaust all possibilites and let's try to use your own egg. All we need is another period and we'll be good to go. So now we're in August. I took Provera for 10 days in July and no period. Apparently my uterine lining was 2cm (not thick enough). So they placed me on Premarin. It makes me a bit nauseous, but I'm coping. I'm on day 6 and threw up after dinner. I just took a pill about 30 minutes earlier, so I hope it got absorbed. I have names picked out for all of our children (we're up to 5 now!).
Really hoping this works. I have an accupunture/holistic medicine appointment set up for tomorrow night and let's see how that goes.
I know somewhere in here was supposed to be an "aha" moment of clarity or where the reader goes "that's the silver lining". I am trying to find the silver lining right now. I just haven't had the divine wisdom to cut through it and tell me.
So in May 2010 I got a period all of a sudden. I was shocked and inspired. I could not believe my luck. I realized that I had start the PX90 (even though for me it was more of a PX 37 because that's how long I could last with the video). In any event it started, it happened, my FSH levels were low, but all the other items were pretty elevated. I thought this is God talking to me. Then I had another period 21 days later. Awesome. Then, my doctor who was all for donor egg thought let's exhaust all possibilites and let's try to use your own egg. All we need is another period and we'll be good to go. So now we're in August. I took Provera for 10 days in July and no period. Apparently my uterine lining was 2cm (not thick enough). So they placed me on Premarin. It makes me a bit nauseous, but I'm coping. I'm on day 6 and threw up after dinner. I just took a pill about 30 minutes earlier, so I hope it got absorbed. I have names picked out for all of our children (we're up to 5 now!).
Really hoping this works. I have an accupunture/holistic medicine appointment set up for tomorrow night and let's see how that goes.
I know somewhere in here was supposed to be an "aha" moment of clarity or where the reader goes "that's the silver lining". I am trying to find the silver lining right now. I just haven't had the divine wisdom to cut through it and tell me.
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