urodynamics

well..i have urodynamics scheduled on the 14th of august..to confirm or rule out neurgenic bladder..untill then.i see no choice but adult diapers.. I hate them.. i really hate them.. they get uncomfortable.. and i hate carrying them around weherver i go..and the thought of chaniging in public really bothers me.. i want this to end soon..id rather do isc than wear diapers..having a really rough time right now