URGH
I've been going ok since my exicision but this upcoming period I have been noticing some pain..and who knows when I am due??
Also, yesterday afternoon I had this feeling a UTI was coming on..you know when it starts to set in..and now the pain is in my left side. I don't know why or how they become to agressive with me so fast. I was on two types of anti-biotics last time and ended up in hospital on morphene (yuck) because of its agression. I was up all night having that need to 'pee' and the horrible stinging, my stomach/bladder hurt so much. I'm booked in for the doctor this morning at 9.30 so better do a few things. Im so sore =(
I don't know if this natural path is worth either.. Im almost just fed up. It's costing me so much too.. and everytime something doesn't work he puts me on something else, some of these medications are $40 a pop. I also improved one week when I made sure I didn't take anything..just to test out if it made a difference. I think I'll give it one more session and then maybe call it quits. While for awhile I was 'improving' I think it was more the operation had got everything and I was starting 'afresh'.
Oh I don't know, I have such high hopes that I will be 'cured'. You know. I wish I hadn't had an operation (laser) at all. Life wasn't so hard before. It was mainly my period that left me in bed for a week and I could function the rest. BUT I guess I did need it..for a diagnosis...you know, to find out. With hindsight what I would have done differently!
thanks for letting me vent.
xox
Also, yesterday afternoon I had this feeling a UTI was coming on..you know when it starts to set in..and now the pain is in my left side. I don't know why or how they become to agressive with me so fast. I was on two types of anti-biotics last time and ended up in hospital on morphene (yuck) because of its agression. I was up all night having that need to 'pee' and the horrible stinging, my stomach/bladder hurt so much. I'm booked in for the doctor this morning at 9.30 so better do a few things. Im so sore =(
I don't know if this natural path is worth either.. Im almost just fed up. It's costing me so much too.. and everytime something doesn't work he puts me on something else, some of these medications are $40 a pop. I also improved one week when I made sure I didn't take anything..just to test out if it made a difference. I think I'll give it one more session and then maybe call it quits. While for awhile I was 'improving' I think it was more the operation had got everything and I was starting 'afresh'.
Oh I don't know, I have such high hopes that I will be 'cured'. You know. I wish I hadn't had an operation (laser) at all. Life wasn't so hard before. It was mainly my period that left me in bed for a week and I could function the rest. BUT I guess I did need it..for a diagnosis...you know, to find out. With hindsight what I would have done differently!
thanks for letting me vent.
xox
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yikes sweetie!!! sorry you are having such a hard time right now. i hope your UTI gets better soon too. those are horribly painful and that burning urge to urinate constantly sucks! on the natrural path....well, sounds expensive and like maybe the endo is just too much for it...? i\'m frustrated with the Femara right now and i want to be \'cured\' too. BIG hugs!!!!!! you\'re in my thoughts...
thanks gorgeous! I have been thinking of you! I hope it works.. They really need more research into this.
xoxoxo