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Today, I am writting in my journal because I bought some close from the buckle outlet on the internet.  The only problem is since I have been on meds and have had some depression and laid around and not did anything some of them don't fit to well.  I have some belly fat that I need to get ride of before the summer time.  I got 6 shirts that would be retail for over $120.00 dollars all for 40.00 bucks, so I can't complain. O yea and 1 of the shirts was the wrong type it looks kinda umm gay lol.  So if anyone is gay reading his and they want a free shirt from buckle and pay the shipping that would be cheap let me know.  It's an x-large but it's really sized medium or so they got the size wrong.  I can take a picture of the shirt with my digital camera if you are interested.  Well I have been a little manic latley but I think it's because I have been taking vitiman B12 and I have also started lamictal and it has gave me energy. Hopefully it will help me loose some of that weight.  My only problem is my sleep meds at night make me get up and beinge eat.  I am going to have to control that. I am thinking of putting a lock on my mouth and giving my mother the key to it and not allowing it to open till breakfast. lol.  I need to set one of my goals as CONTROL MY NIGHT HUNGER.  Well as far as bipolar world goes like I said I have been manic but not in a bad way at all.  I have cleaned my room and organized a lot of things including my budget for this month.  I will have enough to pay off some bills and have a little extra spending money, but I will probley just roll that money over for next month and hopefully I will get to go deep sea fishing with my father again. Maybe by then I can take off my shirt and have a girl to look and say wow what a hottie.. LMAO.. Wishfull thinking.  Well this is one of the more positive journal entries I have ever wrote just because it seems that I have been praying lot latley and my supreme spiritual being has been helping me guide me to what I need to do in order to get my life in the right direction. I have currently bought some self healing books and I am really enjoying reading about the relaxation tactics and also the mental stimultion.  Well I think I will plan my day.  More reading, eat healthy, work out, relax.  Hope everyone is doing well.  Praise god for a good day.--Nick