Ups and Downs

One minute I feel as though I am doing okay, of course I am always missing Austin, but sometimes I am able to think about him and smile. I think about the good times we had together or the funny things he did or even about what he might be doing in heaven. I sometimes like to think that he is watching me and maybe even walking with me - going through the day with me. It makes me feel so good when I am able to think that he is still with me.Then other times I am so sad and as hard as I try to be happy or to think "positive," I can only be sad and miss Austin like crazy. Boy they sure aren't kidding when they say this is like a roller coaster ride! I miss you sweet pea! Thank you for sending the hummingbirds.