ups and downs

Saturday was a dark day very,sunday I am stronger and psycing myself up for a double shift monday days then graveyard.All I have to do is make it through one more week. And I can rebuild on the weekend. I often feel like I only live to work and fight depression.

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AldoM
AldoM

Today was a day thats one of those days after you have had a bad spell. Where you are very thoughtful and contemplative and tired at least I am after a struggle like the one I just had . They can be dangerous to me because the darkness makes me want to quit and not fight for my life.But give up and just die.So I think about other people that would be hurt and it gives me strength.