Updating Goals!
Let's nutshell this:
Getting over Jacob: I'm so sick of thinking of him. He's obviously not interested in dealing with me, and if he is, he's being a scared puppy. Either way, I don't want to to deal with it. Even if he called tomorrow wanting me back, I know within a month or so things would be back to where they were a few months before we broke up. I'm done.
Making life worth living: Things are getting better. I've met a new "friend" (a whole other ball of yarn), am spending time with my existing friends and trying to get out a bit more. Trying not to hibernate in my bedroom... as much. Sort of giving up on the idea of finding a boyfriend, at least for now. I'm just not ready. Also have doubled my citalopram, as per doctor's instructions.
Managing my diabetes: My last two A1C's were 6.9 and 7.0! How great is that?!
Getting over Jacob: I'm so sick of thinking of him. He's obviously not interested in dealing with me, and if he is, he's being a scared puppy. Either way, I don't want to to deal with it. Even if he called tomorrow wanting me back, I know within a month or so things would be back to where they were a few months before we broke up. I'm done.
Making life worth living: Things are getting better. I've met a new "friend" (a whole other ball of yarn), am spending time with my existing friends and trying to get out a bit more. Trying not to hibernate in my bedroom... as much. Sort of giving up on the idea of finding a boyfriend, at least for now. I'm just not ready. Also have doubled my citalopram, as per doctor's instructions.
Managing my diabetes: My last two A1C's were 6.9 and 7.0! How great is that?!
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