Updates- not bad

I lost a few lbs last week.  7 days binge free.  Journaling every day on Fitday program helps.  Really shooting for 1400 calories per day and burning 2000.  Getting enough water remains a challenge.  The ice in the street melted enough that I was finally able to take Kona for a walk yesterday in the daylight.  we won't have sidewalks for a while but I can walk around the neighborhood in the street finally.  So we went for a 21 minute walk yesterday.  I also did an hour on Wii Walk It Out.  I think I will go to the Y and go to Zumba today.
I am mixing regular and decaf coffee 1/2 and 1/2 to try to cut back on the caffeine.  I have had a few panic attacks over the last couple of weeks.  Yesterday late afternoon was really scary and I had to take another Xanax.  I think part of it is hormones.  I just got over TOM and I always get emotional in the beginning.  I wanted to cry yesterday afternoon and can't figure out why?  I did have night sweats one night this week.  Again, maybe this is peri menopause kicking in?  Also, I haven't taken my vitamins for the last 2 weeks and maybe that is contributing.  So this week's focus:  eat healthy, get some water, take my vitamins, exercise.  It was bad yesterday:  nausea, stomach pain, dizziness, tingly and then full fledged panic attack. 
This weekend I feel very overwhelmed for whatever reason and that is kind of shutting me down.  I pray that some Sunshine and warmth helps me in that area.  I don't know how else to fix the problem.  I think I will take a day or two off work soon.  I get like 30 personal/vacation days.  I am trying to wait for a nice day.  I am also continuing to pray that David continues to get his act together.  So far so good.  I took him to karate yesterday and we went to McDonalds for lunch after and had a good talk.  Fingers and toes crossed that maturity begins to kick in.
Amazing to believe I hit 3 years on DS a few days ago!  Have a great Valentine's Day!  Going to be a BUSY week for me I am afraid.  Watching all of the fires on the news this AM and dreading tomorrow.  I will do my best to keep up with everyone.  Take care!