update such as life is

So this week/weekend the pacific NW got hammered with an ice and snow storm like it hasn't seen in 10 years! The trees in this area look like a war zone. And I must say by the time this storm gets cleaned up there are going to be some interesting/ugly/artistically challenged trees in the Seattle area! LOL. Unfortunately my fibro really didn't like the weather coming in started last weekend and slammed into me on Friday really badly. Spent Friday and Saturday on pain meds barely functional, Sunday was better. Although I kind of surprised myself with how bad I looked when I looked in the mirror this morning (u could definitely tell I'd been in pain from my eyes! "Pain circles" from hell!) Got some things done today, went to church tonight with hubby and he actually liked it! (Has hell frozen over? Wait....no....the Seahawks have not won the Superbowl, the Mariners have not won the World Series. Hell is still toasty!)
Hubby and I kind of made up but I don't really know how it happened. I know sounds bizarre. He makes all of my problems seem so little. (Well there not!!) Got on him pretty badly with a couple of slurs he made that were grossly inappropriate. Still don't know where this relationship is going and if it will last. Don't see any great improvement and we seem to be in the holding pattern of the ages. I have told him that this will be the last month I will borrow any money for rent or the truck. *sigh* who knows!

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Michelletj
Michelletj

You\'ve got so much going on all at once, and the weather on top of it is just cruel, isn\'t it? I wish I had solutions for you, but I don\'t. I got nothin\' but sympathy. I feel your pain, as it were! *HUGS*
Abotsd
Abotsd

All your irritation with the relationship is very hard on your health! Hope you find a way to have some peace in your life. abby
aussiej
aussiej

Fobro plays up with the weather, rain here had me on my knees with pain. You loved him once, can you try to remember what you loved and try again?