Update on previous post...
Oh god! This just get's worse!!!I spoke to my therapist briefly today (proper appointment is tomorrow) and the procedure is they will have to contact my CMHT who will then have to 'assess' my family/home situation and go from there. BUT what has now scared me EVEN MORE than just my Mum finding out about all this, is that when the CMHT have done their assessment, they will then see what 'action' they think needs to be taken:1. They may say ok the situation is fine and leave us to get on with it in which case all this will have been for nothing.2. They may say someone needs to come and see me now and again to make sure everything is ok...anything from once a month to once a week3. They may be of the opinion that I can't LIVE HERE!? And they will need to get me out! (I know it wont ever come to this because my Mum isn't going to go ahead and let her bf moving in knowing this, but still. The fact that THIS is going to have to be even discussed between us is going to make her feel awful!)I can't believe this is happening to me! It's one bloody thing after another. What is worse is I've asked my Mum AGAIN if I can schedule our family therapy session for next week (as suggested AGAIN by my therapist today) so this can be talked about. She hasn't been since a while before christmas now, she keeps making excuses. But once again...she's said no not yet. This is all going so fucking wrong!
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