UPDATE ON HUBBY

Well, thought I'd better update all my friends who've been following the situation with my hubby & who have been there for me to lean on. It's a 50/50 scenario right now - cancer or not.  Now we wait again but this time just for 2 wks.  He's got a biopsy set for 2 wks fr yesterday then we'll know for sure. I've got one major question - HOW DO I KEEP IT TOGETHER DURING THIS!!!!!!  I know the key words "positive thinking" comes into play but the negatives always keep finding their way in.  Is it odd, too, that I have moments where I feel like, faith wise, I'm standing on the edge wondering whether or not I'll fall. But, Lupus wise, it's got me wondering whether I shd call my rheumy & see if he wants to postpone the prednisone withdrawl for a few wks just in case the "stress & worry" might do a number on me.  Would appreciate anyone's thoughts on this as I greatly value your opinions. God Bless and keep all of you safe.