Update just for records
Feel free not to read if your struggling, I am struggling to write it since so much bad news on here lately makes me feel bad worrying about myself when so many others are worse off, but its this that makes me so nervous too, I feel like I should stay away from this site for a while but I love hearing all you updates and I want to support all those who need it but it definitely makes me extra nervous when I know how easily it can all go wrong!
So I finished up work for a while on Thursday that's when I had my freak out about a pinker bit of spotting. Anyway Friday I had normal spotting but since then ive had none! I am glad of this for sure, Im not sure if its because Im not working and on my feet all day, or less stressed because no work or what but I think its good. I had an extra blood test so they could put my mind at rest a little today and it came back at 84000, last one 12 days ago was 17000 so I think this is ok, they didn't seem worried.
I have got into my head now though that it could still be a blighted ovum, I have googled which I know is a mistake but I cant stop it and the spotting makes me even more nervous about this scenario!! Theres nothing I can do til next Monday I guess except pray and relax!!
Love to you all!
Bit of a bawler at the moment, everything makes me blub!!
So I finished up work for a while on Thursday that's when I had my freak out about a pinker bit of spotting. Anyway Friday I had normal spotting but since then ive had none! I am glad of this for sure, Im not sure if its because Im not working and on my feet all day, or less stressed because no work or what but I think its good. I had an extra blood test so they could put my mind at rest a little today and it came back at 84000, last one 12 days ago was 17000 so I think this is ok, they didn't seem worried.
I have got into my head now though that it could still be a blighted ovum, I have googled which I know is a mistake but I cant stop it and the spotting makes me even more nervous about this scenario!! Theres nothing I can do til next Monday I guess except pray and relax!!
Love to you all!
Bit of a bawler at the moment, everything makes me blub!!
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I spotted with my son until I was 13 weeks along. It was just here and there and never a lot. They told me to keep an eye out and if the amount increased then I was to go to the hospital. Just keep an eye out and try not to worry too much. And we are all here for you if you need us