Update from Gregory1

Hello everyone,

I haven't written in a few weeks. The weather has been very hot and had to stay indoors due to my health. Its starting to cool off and glad about that. I don't like summer at all; The heat is terrible and I sweat a lot. I admit being a little sad because I haven't been out much due to my situation being unemployed. I haven't been to the movies or the beach either. All I can do right now is rest. Around this time last year, I was working in the heat, overworked, sweating a lot and had to change uniform shirts twice in one day. After coming home from work, I was very tired from working outdoors and from the extense heat. 

There is a silver lining; I am not there anymore and was mistreated there by my former supervisor and was fired there on June 1, of this year. I am going back into my writing, listening to my cds, and other personal goals. No job is worth you sacrificing yourself for people who don't really care about you which is a lesson I had to learn the hard way.  For the past 12 years, its a destructive habit I have adopted as a result of being with a Court ordered Child Support program who had taught me the wrong things. Those people didn't even try to help me and see my god given potential only in being a robot and taking abuse from incompetent, insecure people who aren't happy in their lives. 

I am no longer associated with them and that is good for me. Now I can unlearn those destructive behavior patterns that have worked against me over the years. Its not going to happen overnight, I will do it. For today, I will get back to basis and use productive methods and solutions that will work. As for the Summer of 2017, use it as an opportunity to build myself back up to the person I can become rather than someone else's vision. Monday is ending and I am for the better glad. I don't sleep well on Mondays and sleep better during the rest of the week.

I will start looking for another job this week rather than sit around at home and wallow in self-pity. That isn't me at all. I am starting to feel sleepy and plan on going to bed early too. I will chat again with my fellow bloggers soon. Try to stay cool and drink water.