Update..feeling good again

I know I’ve been little quiet, just waiting for very thing to settle down, most of all me. But we’re on the 6th day of the Lupron and I have baseline on Monday, leaving today for my Cape weekend which I’m SOOO looking forward to. DH has after 2 weeks and a much greater sense for my struggle seems to have the bills and insurance situation squared away. It took far more people then I ever would have had been able to contact so I’m not feeling badly about that I did what I could. Which is such a weight off both of us. I started a meditation cd this week and that with everything else I’m really starting to feel balanced and centered. I feel hopeful and positive and I’m not just saying that and trying to convince myself it true, which be honest happens. So I’m off to the Cape, the human pincushion, thighs are looking a little yucks but there small bruises. Have some fun, do some shopping, relax at the beach and be r-e-a-d-y for the next phase on Monday. Hope everyone enjoys the weekend too!